Here, There, Everywhere.

This past week has been so stressful. Between finding myself still thinking about Tyler, two of our crazy roommates getting us in trouble for going past curfew, & missing home. Let's just say I'm happy it's a new week.

You read right. Out of the 6 of us, 2 of my roommates got "so" upset that we were coming home past curfew that they decided it was a good idea to tell on us. I'm not going to go into much detail about it but I will say that they are CRAZY PEOPLE & I can't wait to never live with them again. My original roommate, Caylie, & Hannah switched rooms because Caylie is BFF's with Chloe. So now Hannah is in my room which is great because I LOVE HER!

Cody has become part of that gang. Him & Michelle are basically dating, they just haven't DTR yet. He's over our place 5 days out of the week. It's definitely been a blessing having him around because he has introduced us to seem pretty cool people we can call our friends now. One of them who is Dave. He is super chill & is just a fun guy to be around. He asked me to make out about a week ago & I probably would have except for the fact that he asked when it was me, him & hannah all sitting in a room alone....yes, Hannah was sitting right in front of us when he asked me this. It obviously would have been awkward if that would have happened so I just laughed it off. Yeah, talk about awkward.

I think a lot about Tyler. He probably doesn't even think about me. I was just some chick he made out with while out of town. Whatever. Hopefully next time I blog I'll have him out of my mind.

Dance parties here are super fun. I do enjoy going to them. What can I say, I like grinding. Sue me.

Last note, I'm thinking about making a Twitter account to go along with my blog. If I get some feedback on it, I will. So let me know what you think about that :)

The streak has been broken!

I'm kind of pathetic, if you already didn't know that about me. I just like boys way too much & I get attached way to easily. And by easily I mean like after a day or two of just texting. Anywho , you may all be excited to hear about my very exciting weekend I had!

I talked about meeting Cody & he kinda leads me into this, but not really. Well first off, Friday night Cody, 2 of his friends, my roommates & myself went to the dunes to look at the stars ( which I totally recommend to go to if you live in Rexburg because it is beautiful, just really cold so bring lots of blankets). I was on Tinder on the ride there & I matched with this guy, Tyler. I got a message from him a couple minutes later that went as the following:

Tyler"We should make out"
Me "Totally"
Tyler "Ya. I'm just in town till Sunday though so it would have to be like...tonight"

Okay, so don't judge me on my quick response to make out with this total stranger but here are my reasons: 1) He looked really hot. 2) I really wanted to make out. 3) I didn't think it was going to happen.

Sorry if you hate people like me, but I'm the kind of person who will tell people what they want to here even if I'm sure it might not actually happen. So yeah, I told this guy I would "totally" make out with him. It even became more impossible when he told me that his car was back at home so he didn't have one. I don't have a car here either so it was very doubtful that this was going to happen. My phone had died while I was at the dunes, so I messaged him Saturday morning saying sorry & that I wish it would have worked out, blah blah blah. Then he says that he might have a car that night but it wouldn't be til like after 12.

I already had plans to go to drive in movie with my roommates & Cody & his friends. I told Tyler what he wanted to hear, still not thinking this will actually happen considering I had plans for the night. After the drive in movie, Cody tells us that his parents are out of town so there's no one home so we go over to his house to watch a movie. By this time it's 2 am ( past curfew, I'm such a rebel). Tyler had told me where his friends house is that he was staying the weekend at & it clicks in my head that it's in the same neighborhood as Cody. At this point I've been leading on to Tyler that this is going to happen. I ask my roommates what I should do & they convince me to do it. It's college. I haven't been kissed for A YEAR AND A HALF. So yeah, I give him the address I was at & he comes & picks me up.

Talk about nerves. I don't know this kid. He did confirm that he's a RM which settles my ease just a little, even though that doesn't mean much considering he literally just picked me up to MAKE OUT. He was actually really sweet though. He opened the door for me, we had a good conversation on the ride to his friends house. We get there & I sit down on the couch while he tries to figure out the light situation. Not to dark, not to bright. He sits next to me & BAM, he just goes for it.

Literally, best make out....ever. I just wish I could explain every detail about it, which I might just actually in my next post because it was that great. I was right about him being hot. He was gorgeous, tall, blonde, smelled delicious. Ugh, just take me back. Little did we realize that 2 hours had gone by & it's already 4 AM! We went for 2 hours without any interruptions! He drove me back & it totally wasn't awkward, which was a surprise to me because I'm the awkwardest person on this planet.

I really wanted him to text me the next Sunday saying something, I didn't care what, just something! But he didn't. Being the pathetic person I am, I texted him Monday saying "Just for the record, you were great." He replied "Thank you haha so were you!"We texted for like a day & then never replied. I was complaining about it this whole week because that's all I've been thinking about. Like what the heck Natasha! You knew what you were getting yourself into! This was simply a one night thing. He doesn't even live here. You'll never see him ever again.

He did mention that we should do it again, considering he lives like 5 hours away & said he's probably visiting sometime soon, but still. He'll probably go find a new girl on Tinder. Like I said, I was being super pathetic.


Woke up this morning. Check my phone.

Tyler. 1:23 a.m. "Dang I wish we could hang out right now haha"


Seriously. He's not making this easy for me. Don't get me wrong, I was sooo excited when I saw that. Why did he have to be so nice & sweet & hot & an amazing kisser?? I replied to him this morning & he hasn't said anything back. Awesome.

Well yeah, that's the past 5 days in a nutshell.


btw, like my new layout? :)

Update on Roomies

Let me get into my roommate drama. First of all, Natasha, Hannah (who is a junior) & I are all like best friends! Michelle is really cool & hangs out with us most of time, but I can't really trust her because of her lying to us about boys & everything. But I try to forget about that & most of the time we have a good time. But then we have Caylie (my roommate) & Chloe (Hannahs roommate). The first 2 weeks we invited them everywhere we went but they always declined. Then they started going out by themselves & just not telling us. Aka they hate us for no reason. Hannah & Chloe got in this huge fight about a week ago & it was super awkward for like 3 days. They talked it out a couple days after & everything was all smiles & giggles for a day & then it went back to normal. So as of now, we just hardly talk to them & they don't talk to us. It's pretty upsetting but we did all that we can.

Remember Eric? Yeah, he texted me saying we should get together to watch movie. Even though that might have been a little awkward considering he once almost came over to also meet Michelle, I thought whatever, I'll invite the whole apartment to watch the movie with us so it's not like date. I tell everyone & they all seem to think it's a good idea. Natasha then comes to my room & proceeds to tell me that Michelle has been keeping something from me. She had been hanging out with Eric already. Why did this get me kinda mad? Not because I liked him, because I don't. The reason is because she had no reason to hide it from me. I was open about the fact that we were going to hang out, so why couldn't she do the same? I got over it & I'm not even interested in Eric like that anymore. She continues to hang out with him in secret (& I know this because she tells Natasha & Natasha tells me), but it doesn't bother me as much. I just wish she could confide in me with stuff like that. She also met this OTHER guy (she has lots of them) named Cody. He is all of our favorite guy that Michelle has brought around us. He's cute, sweet, funny & super outgoing. We all want them to get married.

Cody kinda brings me to the most exciting thing that has happened since I've been here so I'll leave that story for my next post.

Aubrey's Questions

I'm proud to say that I got my first comment a couple days ago! I hope this is the beginning for many to come. So Aubrey, thank you!

Here are my answers to the questions Aubrey asked:

Do I like my roommates?
Okay, so when first moving in, I thought all my roommates were pretty chill. I bonded really close with 3 of the girls, not including my immediate roommate. My immediate roommate is really shy & introverted so it's really hard to get her to open up. The other roommate is kind of a neat freak & just thinks she is better than all of us. There was actually a confrontation 2 days ago, that I will post about soon, about how we don't clean enough & all this stuff. We did figure it out & everything, so now everything is good between us. But yeah, all together, I'm fine with my roommates. I do have 3 AMAZING roommates that I spend most of my time with so I'm sure the same will happen with you.

Do I like my FHE family?
This is going to sound really mean & like I'm complaining, but my FHE group kinda sucks. We have 12 girls to 6 guys, & all our guys are really nerdy & weird. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure they are nice boys, but they just don't draw the eye, you know what I mean?

Do I miss my family?
Again, this is going to sound mean, but I kind of don't.....It's not like I could go the rest of my life without seeing them though. It's been really nice being on my own. I like having my freedom. I still talk to them everyday so it doesn't even feel like I'm 2,000+ miles away from them.

Do I like where I'm living?
I LOVE IT! I don't want to mention where I'm living for reasons, but maybe if I get any more requests about it, I will one day. But yes, it's a super nice place & the manager is sooo nice.

Have I met any weirdo marriage hungry people?
I feel like I haven't....but I'm sure I have. It's not like guys come up to you out of nowhere & immediately ask you out. As much as I wish that was the case, it's not. There is, though, A LOT of married people here. I can't even begin to count how many times I got excited because I saw a cute boy in class, to then seeing he has a ring. It's the worst.


I love answering your questions, so please feel free to ask me as many as you want!