The streak has been broken!

I'm kind of pathetic, if you already didn't know that about me. I just like boys way too much & I get attached way to easily. And by easily I mean like after a day or two of just texting. Anywho , you may all be excited to hear about my very exciting weekend I had!

I talked about meeting Cody & he kinda leads me into this, but not really. Well first off, Friday night Cody, 2 of his friends, my roommates & myself went to the dunes to look at the stars ( which I totally recommend to go to if you live in Rexburg because it is beautiful, just really cold so bring lots of blankets). I was on Tinder on the ride there & I matched with this guy, Tyler. I got a message from him a couple minutes later that went as the following:

Tyler"We should make out"
Me "Totally"
Tyler "Ya. I'm just in town till Sunday though so it would have to be like...tonight"

Okay, so don't judge me on my quick response to make out with this total stranger but here are my reasons: 1) He looked really hot. 2) I really wanted to make out. 3) I didn't think it was going to happen.

Sorry if you hate people like me, but I'm the kind of person who will tell people what they want to here even if I'm sure it might not actually happen. So yeah, I told this guy I would "totally" make out with him. It even became more impossible when he told me that his car was back at home so he didn't have one. I don't have a car here either so it was very doubtful that this was going to happen. My phone had died while I was at the dunes, so I messaged him Saturday morning saying sorry & that I wish it would have worked out, blah blah blah. Then he says that he might have a car that night but it wouldn't be til like after 12.

I already had plans to go to drive in movie with my roommates & Cody & his friends. I told Tyler what he wanted to hear, still not thinking this will actually happen considering I had plans for the night. After the drive in movie, Cody tells us that his parents are out of town so there's no one home so we go over to his house to watch a movie. By this time it's 2 am ( past curfew, I'm such a rebel). Tyler had told me where his friends house is that he was staying the weekend at & it clicks in my head that it's in the same neighborhood as Cody. At this point I've been leading on to Tyler that this is going to happen. I ask my roommates what I should do & they convince me to do it. It's college. I haven't been kissed for A YEAR AND A HALF. So yeah, I give him the address I was at & he comes & picks me up.

Talk about nerves. I don't know this kid. He did confirm that he's a RM which settles my ease just a little, even though that doesn't mean much considering he literally just picked me up to MAKE OUT. He was actually really sweet though. He opened the door for me, we had a good conversation on the ride to his friends house. We get there & I sit down on the couch while he tries to figure out the light situation. Not to dark, not to bright. He sits next to me & BAM, he just goes for it.

Literally, best make out....ever. I just wish I could explain every detail about it, which I might just actually in my next post because it was that great. I was right about him being hot. He was gorgeous, tall, blonde, smelled delicious. Ugh, just take me back. Little did we realize that 2 hours had gone by & it's already 4 AM! We went for 2 hours without any interruptions! He drove me back & it totally wasn't awkward, which was a surprise to me because I'm the awkwardest person on this planet.

I really wanted him to text me the next Sunday saying something, I didn't care what, just something! But he didn't. Being the pathetic person I am, I texted him Monday saying "Just for the record, you were great." He replied "Thank you haha so were you!"We texted for like a day & then never replied. I was complaining about it this whole week because that's all I've been thinking about. Like what the heck Natasha! You knew what you were getting yourself into! This was simply a one night thing. He doesn't even live here. You'll never see him ever again.

He did mention that we should do it again, considering he lives like 5 hours away & said he's probably visiting sometime soon, but still. He'll probably go find a new girl on Tinder. Like I said, I was being super pathetic.


Woke up this morning. Check my phone.

Tyler. 1:23 a.m. "Dang I wish we could hang out right now haha"


Seriously. He's not making this easy for me. Don't get me wrong, I was sooo excited when I saw that. Why did he have to be so nice & sweet & hot & an amazing kisser?? I replied to him this morning & he hasn't said anything back. Awesome.

Well yeah, that's the past 5 days in a nutshell.


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